‘the balled realm of duntellya’

you know the feeling
when you keep walking and walking
and you do not know
where youre heading towards
and then you think
should you turn back or keep walking
if you turn back you are on common grounds
you can make things better
if you walk on
you see more challenges
but you become better
stronger than you were before

so i dunno sometimes
where i’m headed
the easier the path the more mistakes i make
the harder the path the more i love what i am doing
playing hard to get is not the way
but sometimes i enjoy it
so yeah,
this is the walk i was talking about
i know i am guided
can feel it all the time
and yet sometimes i throw Him away
i dunno why
but He draws me back each time
with a slap to the back of my head
saying "there you go now"

to sum it up i can say it was dead…but thanx to someone…it wasnt that bad afterall…

i dunno anymore what i should do…i am me…i am myself…i cant be someone i m not…i cant be someone else…i am changing for the better.i am looking at things from everyone’s perspective, why wont you look at it from my perspective…ahy do i have to be wrong always…?

i agree…things are screwed up with me but havent i been the best person i am to you…why such a little spec like this has to trigger sensitivity from every angle. compromise they tell me,i do it and yet i find nobody does it…everytime i compromise i find another climbing up my head again taking advantage of all that i have…

i m left with nothing, stripped lying on this deserted island thinking what is my purpose of staying alive…i guess its for the one reason i am still breathing today…

all you want to do it to react before you even think,if you could just think before you say or do something sometimes then you might know know who i am or maybe what i am…

i m as good as dead.living for you God…just keep close to me and continue to guide me because honestly i do not know who i am any more, i need to enjoy this pain coz i deserve it as well so let me…but dont let me go…

just started a new business…if you wana find out more leave me a message…

its a chance of a lifetime to become a millionaire…not kidding yeah…

have a nice day then,

duntellya