‘the balled realm of duntellya’

basketball…basketball…basketball…3 years ago i dint even know how to play it and now i dunno kinda enjoy it but i think i gotta hafta hide me face for a wile from that court i use to play at…dunked tikk the ring broke…act it was oredi broken lah…but ben said its not my fault so i dun care lah…it was the rings fault for being so lousy quality and being reachable for a 6 feet guy…

ivan just beeped me asked me to train a bunch of small kids in basketball and hopefulli they can win something something…he asked me wat am i looking for and i said people with a strong mind and spirit and determination to succeed and can tahan the shit i am gonna give them..i mean i was on the other side once and i was glad my coach jerry and adrian ho never gave up on me no matter how i played or how unfit i was…so more important than winning something i guess i shld implant something within these kids that they can carry for life..i dun wanna have i michael jordan with an attitude of jose morinho rite…rediculusly rebellios…but i wish i can get a mj..haha…kidding…even mj got rejected in his first selection and his spirit and enthusiasm brought him to wer he was…

toking about basketball…do you guys know the new lebron 4 is out…which makes the lebron 3 damn cheap now..wish i can buy it sooooooon….cant wait to get my feet in it and rise up to dunk..not to break another ring of coz…

chiaoz then…

it was more than sacrificing grad nite and my trip to genting…i tot i needed the break with my buds after my exams and all but i was just looking for a reason to believe i had nothing to do…it was all pointless and meaningless until the moment last sunday when pastor prayed for us…i felt the need to challenge myself to go for the planetshakers conference coz well my brother daniel has called me several times and i am always finding a reason or an excuse not to go…things always came up but then again i had a choice to choose and yet i favoured others before God…well this time i dint make the same mistake coz since i signed up for the conference until now i have experienced things like never before…never before had i opened my bible with so much joy or tried to invite friends who i know would never open up…i promised myself this…i will keep trying and trying and trying till the whole world has beed saved…as i want more and more of Him i know He wants more and more of my friends…it was not i who found him but he who found me…i strongly believe this because i experienced it all like never before…everytime i get a word that i push away and everytime i get a calling i push away,it all came back all at once…if God dint let me go then i will not let them go just yet…so i wanna challenge you guys out there who are reading this to do something very simple…scroll down your phone book today and pray for at least one friend who needs to know God…there are millions out there but lets start with one…

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so how are you guys out there doing..?

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take care then…

have a great week!

my life is at rest…the first time i have ever felt peace for so long…even the stress of getting my results coupled with choices of uni is not botherinng me at all…i leave it all up to Him…i’ve done my best,given my best this yeah and now i leave it up to Him…