frust!
its been 6 weeks already…feels like eternity but seriously 6 weeks since…erm…that…yeah that..just wen it was about time i was struck with chicken pox…i mean wat a way to start the new year…?certainly one that i will live with the rest of my life…very often when people around me get it i will be like not afraid of getting it coz after many encounters i dint get it…but to tell you the truth i had all vaccinations against it and i still got it…its really painful if you get it at a later age so my suggestion is get over and done with quick…itt hurts less wen you are younger…
had fever for 7 days and nights and it was hell i tell you…i can remember how each spot came out…i whu never took pills was swallowing paracetamol tablets like nobody’s business…the thuth is those pills dun help you…its youself and alot of work from above…i was taking the pills and it never worked until my body wanted it to stop so yeah…
but i am back after all the misery with only one thing in mind,to see less of the spots each day…tried my best not to scratch any of it but still some of them cheated my feelings and sctatched themselves out…waiting for the marks from my face to heal first…huh cant wait for that…
and you know wat..have been hanging out in coll this whole week and guess wat i dun miss a thing,…everything is the same everyone is there(dint expect it) and yeah basically same stuff different year…only diff is i stepped into the new year with someone special and well i am so satisfied for that…cant thank God enough! wat am i gonna do the next few months…?i dunno get a job? sell drugs? GTA? i dun ,ind trying it all…i mean wont do these stuff in a military country rite…?
i really dunno whether i should look forward to the flight…part of me wanna stay by the shore and the smaller part that wants to swim across i dunno wats installed for me…new country new everything but wont feel my heart beating as it will be 4000 miles across the other end…see how it goes lah…you never know till you try rite? i mean i am all about trying something new but this really gets me thinking about the choices that i am making…yeah as i said see how it goes…
