after a long time…
so i am writing again just to see how my engish is coming along…have been speaking basically a mix of everything it takes me a while just to think of the right word to use..
have not been in touch with my friends and family…being busy is just an excuse but my pace of life here is so fast its already the end of february when the 19th of sept seemed just like yesterday…
cant really tell the difference between reality and dreams coz very often i am lost in my own world thinking of things that are not of my concern or just simply stuff i am not supposed to venture in…but i miss you guys alot..church friends church family and yeah friends…just miss you al so so much…but dun worry will make it all up to you wen i get back..i promise,till then just want u to know that every one of you are imortant to me…
wanna share someting realli personal here as well, normally i am not the kinda person whu would go all transparent in blog but well thats how my life is now…kinda dun have any secrets, i will just say wat i wanna say and do wat i wanna do only consulting my conscience and my heart where my best friend resides…you know, God has been so good to me…the fact that i can get a chance to study here in moscow wer it is a centre for scientific breakthroughs and phylosophycal encounters. A land wer the first weapons of war and spaceships were built,a land which hosts the champions league this year, a land wer the most drastic weather conditions occur…yeah i m here and i can tell u this, i wouldnt have gottten this far if it weren’t for "the cool dude" up above who is always watching over me and guiding me in every step i take, tinking back now i can barely remember the last time i lost my temper…Thats Gods greatest gift to me here, yet…coming to think of it anyone would know my bursts which ended up in brawls or exchange of double edged words….
this peace is wat i want…tis comfort i feel,so assured that my next step is being taken cared of…so proud to be His child…
the echo of the final whistle, or the remnence of wats left of a 200 year old bottle of wine none of it in which anything can be changed but wat we are now…that feeling of wanting to have done better, it shouldnt be there…give your best in the first place so that you have nothing to regret in future…wen you take a dive for your final points wouldnt you wanna know that you had given yor best no matter wat the outcome may be…i always thought winning ws everythng and it didnt matter how we got there but i dunno, smewer along the way a friend taught me that you dont need trophies to prove youre a winner…you gotta believe it in you heart that you are gonna come out a winner and wen ppl see that in you, man you dun need roads to guide you as you will be flying your own skyroute…
take care then ppl…
talk to you soon
